'How have you been?' She asked as she moved a chair over for me opposite hers, 'Alright how about you,have you had a good holiday?' I stretch out my legs and rest themon the edge of her chair just touching the top of her legs. 'Yeah I did thanks, but that's not what I mean, how have you been coping with the self-harming? Did you see that counselor I suggested? ''Well, yes a few times, but I'm notseeing her again. I don't trust her 'I said. 'Why? Look ,lovely, what you tell her is confidential, she's a counsellor she's not going to go around telling everyone. ''Oh I know that, I don't mean I don't trust her in that way, but she just twists things, like you tell her something then she manipulates it so that it fits what she already thinks about you. 'I said with a sigh. 'Okay' she said stroking my legs, she had an annoying way of always knowing where my cuts where and massaging them through my jeans, making me feel guilty, makes me feel like I havelet her down again. 'You can always talk to me you know that' she said as her bright blue eyes looked straight into mine, 'and not just talk to me, I am here for whatever you need, or want. I really love you darling 'she said a wave of sadness washed over her face as she looked down at her lap. 'You know I love you too, more than anyone could ever know' I said. She looked up at me through her elegant brown eyelashes, as mall smile playing aroundon her lips 'more than anyone can ever know, no one can ever know darling' she said leaning forward to give me a light kiss. 'Look, I'm not teaching this lesson or next why don't we just go for a drive' she said tracing her nails along the inside of my arm. I nodded 'I'll meet you down the road, make sure nobody sees you' I said as I blew her a kiss and opened the door to leave.
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